*points to last entry* As some of you got the hint in the last entry, I really don't like how I am now or my life in general. I got a few things that made me happy: I have a loving beautiful girlfriend, I have KH: BBS pre-ordered in my name, I'm finally getting farther in ToV, and I might actually have a GOOD school year. But there's also a few things that are hurting me badly. I usually don't like to resort to posting my problems here on dA, but I just feel like having someone listen.

I've always been on good terms with most of my friends, though I have had some bumps in the past. At the beginning of summer we all were so sad not to be able to see each other for awhile and we each had a strong connection with each other. I've always been kinda the leader in the group, along with our Zexion. But lately, I feel like they're all kinda... shutting me out. I have a SEVERE problem with hitting people when I get irritated or mad, which I tend to do on my friends. Yes, I know it's not good and that's exactly why I thought they were mad. But a few weeks ago when I was with them at a birthday party for our Kairi, they started up on a conversation and... I thought they were shutting me out. I know it's childish to think that, but I think they have been shutting me out for awhile. I don't know most of them at all now...

And as some of you guys know, ~dancedemyxdance354 is my lovely girlfriend. I love her with all my heart, and after watching her be with a guy named Justin for... god knows how long, I finally have her. My relationship with her has sky-rocketed ever since I told her I liked her and I would do ANYTHING for her. She's the love of my life and she always will be~<3 ....But as some people warn, you shouldn't rush into love, which is exactly what I think I'm doing. I'm so so sorry love, but it looks like I'm doubting our relationship....